heyz.. felt i achieved someting todae .. been awhile since i done quite abit of hw .. hahaz.. wanna know why ?
cos hor , i spend the whole dae at hm studyin .. hahaz.. no one to disturb mi on my hp oso .. hahaz .. kiddin .. is i disturb pple only .. aniwae, hope i can revert to the o level daes .. totally concentrated and focus .. hahaz
aniwae, juz now went to mac to study wif my butler ( mr toh ).. we discuss my future 10 yr plan .. hahaz .. for my info go to his blog and see lor .. dat explains why he is goin to be my butler.. hee .. aniwae, it gonna be fesible bah i hope .. but i nt pinin too much hope no it .. cos , dreams r literally juz ...
dreams

aniwae, todae ur roles exchanged.. my wallet was empty ..haiz, never draw since never go out .. aniwae dis week oso overspend .. tink my family gonna go hungry liao, rite hor yu ? lolx.. actually no , got around 2 .45 plus .. but after buyin wif all the coins hor , left 0 .. hahaz .. sounds abit lyk u rite tiak ? and hor , he is the rich one .. wallet got so much money .. but too bad, all the money is gonna be spend liao oso .. hahaz =P

yah .. one last ting .. wun force any one about anyting .. cos hor , pple hor always say i force one .. lolx.. ok lor, next time , when i realised my 10 yr plan , den hor everyting will certainly go smoothly liao .. YUPz..

aniwae, to tiak , i know la .. " ilyq " quoted by u =)
hu ask u lyk boggin dis den i help u advertise lor .. clear and easy .. peers shld know wat i mean ...

heyz.. todae rather sianz .. *ok, nt dat sian , juz dat never go out .. rare rite ? lolx.. * yuPz.. start of the e learnin tingie .. which runs for 2 dae.. meanin dat tml oso no skool .. hehe.. :P no need go skool dat is .. but hor , lyk nt much diff aniwae.. cos todae end skool oso veri early mah ..
aniwae, todae got 3 frens come over at my hse .. yah .. tiak came first .. brought along someting to eat which is still in my hse lor .. lolx.. * guess u wun be wantin it back liao* .. we started to play the lord of the ring game which kind of completed by the end of the dae... dat explains why i was msgin so slow todae .. hmmm.. startin to feel dat it was 10 dollars wasted man .. cos yesterdae juz bought and todae finish it liao .. lolx.. but hor , wat to do .. me pro man .. ahem ahem ... *muz be modest* or else someone always say i too hao lian liao :P
yuPz.. later den ken come over .. lolx.. we are suppose to do the holidae hw one but hor , he damn smart .. simply hack into the teacher system and fish out the ans .. keke .. oops .. nt suppose to say dat but nvm .. haahz.. yuPz.. den din reallie do much hw after dat.. slack and play game.. lolx.. nowadays dun haf the time to invite pple over to play game le mah .. so rather enjoyed it .. the only regret is i never reallie do much .. so muz 'punish' myself by doin until 3 am .. sigh .. hahaz .. cos is a bet aniwae.. rite hor ?
aniwae, its back to my studies liao .. sigh .. life sux when i m sian ...
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10th grade

As I sat there in English class, I stared at the girl next to me. She
was my so called "best friend". I stared at her long, silky hair, and wished she was mine. But she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. After class, she walked up to me and asked me for the notes she had missed the day before and handed them to her. She said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I wanted to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

11th grade

The phone rang. On the other end, it was her. She was in tears, mumbling on and on about how her love had broke her heart. She asked me to come over because she didn't want to be alone, so I did. As I sat next to her on the sofa, I stared at her soft eyes, wishing she w as mine. After 2 hours, one Drew Barrymore movie, and three bags of chips, she decided to go to sleep. She
looked at me, said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

Senior year

The day before prom she walked to my locker. "My date is sick" she said; he's not going to go well, I didn't have a date, and in 7th grade, we made a promise that if neither of us had dates, we would go together just as "best friends". So we did. Prom night, after everything was over, I was standing at her front door step! I stared at her as she smiled at me and stared at me with her crystal eyes. I want her to be mine, but she isn't think of me like that, and I know it. Then she said "I had the best time, thanks!" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just t o o shy, and I don't know why.

Graduation Day

A day passed, then a week, then a month. Before I could blink, it was graduation day. I watched as her perfect body floated like an angel up on stage to get her diploma. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. Before everyone
went home, she came to me in her smock and hat, and cried as I hugged her. Then she lifted her head from my shoulder and said, "you're my best friend, thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

A Few Years Later

Now I sit in the pews of the church. That girl is getting married now. I watched her say "I do" and drive off to her new life, married to another man. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn`t see me like that, and I knew it. But before she drove away, she came to me and said "you came!". She said "thank s" and kissed me on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

Funeral

Years passed, I looked down at the coffin of a girl who used to be my "best friend". At the service, they read a diary entry she had wrote in her high school years. This is what it read:
I stare at him wishing he was mine, but he doesn't notice me like that, and I know it. I want to tell him, I want him to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love him but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why. I wish he would tell me he loved me!
I wish I did too... I thought to myself, and I cried.

eh tiak , dis email came from u .. u know prefectly will wat might happen and thus .. stoP buggin me about dat >_<