heyz .. been awhile .. miss moi ? ha.. aniwae, got back my bills recently .. lolx.. my starhub bill veri zhai .. ha.. my bills would haf been at lest few hundreds plus one .. budden hor , all is spend on incomin call .. which of cos is nt payable since i got incomin call free.. :P . but still rather high bah .. since i use alot on sms .. yuPz .kekez
aniwae, continuin on the topic .. todae i super blur .. ha .. forget to bring my phones out .. both oso left at hm .. hahaz .. muz be too tired in the mornin .. sigh .. jc life sux .. still muz wake up on those retarded hours .. sigh ~~ aniwae, when i came back .. lolx.. saw 2 sms on each phone tellin me dat my phone is at hm .. ha .. apparently , my parents tot i got bring at least one to skool .. hahaz .. aniwae, todae got alot of free period den without my phone quite a painful experience ... but at lest got do hw .. keke .. aniwae, super nt happy at one pt .. i borrow a dict from tiak cos of gp but den hor , when i go toilet , kana kop .. pls le .. a dict only oso wan take .. siao bo .. yuPz
one last ting , juz now went mj in wif frens .. been awhile since i last play liao .. ha .. but still retain my skill bah .. hee , rite hor ben ? keke

heyz.. its been awhile .. juggling studies and surfin the net is veri tough when u spend about half the time doin other ting lyk sleepin .. hahaz.. i am addicted to sleeping liao. totally love it when i can come home like 2 ,3 plus in the afternoon and sleep all the way through to evening. Hee .. although i m sure dat dis can affect my studies indirectly , i still find it enjoyable. call me a dreamer .. hahaz , sometimes dreaming can be more real than the real world todae.. hahaz.. crappina again
aniwae, for so long never blog liao .. cos got cca mah .. den muz stay back until quite late .. den at nite always got distractions.. whether it is a phone call or television , i m sure i haven been puttin in enuff efforts lately.. yuPz.. muz improve liao .. arbo the rankin of been the laziest will still be me ... heeX
been lookin through my frens blog ... haha , i juz realised i got alot of fren which has blog and i never tot they would haf .. yuPz... but all their blog mainly focus on one time as usual .. gers bah .. whether it is purely mutrual likin for one another or purely lust of a certain beauty , i can always see dat la .. nt dat i m complainin of cos .. heex .. hence , W R I T E more hor .. :P
one last ting , i m lookin forward to synergy 2 .. for all those hu dunno , it is a performance put up by our skool music related cca .. yuPz.. guess wat , i m nt goin wif any ger ... hahaz .. no pt bah .. bring liao only kana suan by buddies . moreover , mafan oso .. *oops * kiddin ;P so i goin wif my buddies .. hahaz .. lyk the good old daes .. we shall bring the house down bah .. only wif they can i actually feel life .. yuPz.. the most basic of life .. for a simple musical performance , one can expect khai & co will surely make crude but truely enjoyable comments .. hahaz .. wat's more , got time still can go qie pool or anyting wif zi long and other frens ..
and thus , i can safely conclude dat is L I F E . case closed.

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dun ask me why
dun ask me how ...
haiz

Sometimes i always wonder : why do i even care ? In life , many things can happen beyond our control. For example, the weather. I have always hated the warm and humid weather like today .. Like this afternoon, the weather was so humid and warm that only activity is possible for me - hiding in my room and sleeping . Thats life to you ... Sleeping can be one of the best thing that can happen to you. At least , i am free of the worries that trouble me in the outside world. Another thing that is uncontrolable is love. For centuries, man have began to search for anything that can trigger the emotions of others such that the other party will fall totally for the other party. For me , i never trust these stuff unless i see it for myself . Aniwae, the feeling of love and being loved is a feeling that no one can control. Neither can they do without it. When the feeling hits you , you could be in a state of estancy. But beware, it may be like a drug . The redrawal sydrome may hit you and i will assure u that it will hit u hard. So, children under 18 should seek parental constent.
Anyway ,what is worse is the feeling of loving someone and not being loved back. It is a unbearable feeling. Certainly, everyone have gone through this state of emotion turmoil. Whether anot you are boylishly charming or just plain hot , i am sure everyone have experienced it before. But all i can say is that why not try and fail then to not try at all .Right? As some famous man said, it is better to have being loved and lost then never being loved before ? The same applies to the concept of once bitten twice shy. Why persist in thinking of failure when failure hasn't and may never know on your door.Then again , maybe of us has the same fear. Fear of failure, fear of rejection , fear of embrassment,etc. Rather , what i feel they fear most of is fear itself. In the modern world, many of us want face. The difference in gender is irrelavent.Thus , many fear so much that they dare not persist in their dreams. Thus , that the reason why they fail. Hence , one will continue to fail regardless of the number of time one experience the same encounter and choose to hide one's head in the ground.Hence, all i can say is that , give others and yourself a chance . The results may not be favourable to you but at least you can consoled yourself by saying that ,well i already gave my best and i have no regrets. That why a certain misfit was so popular. He was humble enough to know his flaws and despite the fact he is making a fool of himself, he is so widely popular around the world. So much so that many women were willing to marry him. But to me , he is a passing fab and the women were highly likely to be just plain
desperate :P

aniwae, all this is coined by me .. so got copyrighted. yUpz.. basically juz crappin and improvin my gp . i will try not to write in broken eng * which is hard but then , its the only way to improve gp * take my advice at will and try not to hope for too much .. some pple r out to get u and will do any means to cheat u of ur feelings..like me of cos since someone lyk to insist dat mah .. sigh .. yUPz..

dat why hor , muz hor carry out my future ten yr plan.. yes, it may nt be fesible entirely but i m certain and i will make sure dat some part of wat is say at their other nite will come true.. get wat i mean hor tiak ? *winkz*
one last ting , any of u got come across the dunno wat mag .. free one and always deliver to our house? dunno the name but the cover page of the mag is jonane leh.. yuPz.. the same one from our skool .. apparently, one can look entirely different from wat they look lyk in sch.. and i mean totally different.. get hold of one mag and u will know .. the hotameter scale can go all the way to the top .. get wat i mean ? yUpz.. gd gd .. signin off soon ..

ps,to ray , hope u recover soon .. dis is a geninue display of concern . nt some words which meant to sweet talk others . heeX :P ..
to the rest, apparently someone isn't comin online dis weekends.. hmm.. as they say , a bad worksman alway * I Seriously meant a L W A Y s * blames his tools . or u can say that a bad artist blames his paintbrushes, a bad writer blames his pens , a useless chem teacher blames her students , a bad bunga man blames his hands , a useless china man blames his frens over the internet , a lousy *ji* blames her own body *oops,children under 18 shld try to forget wat i juz said. dis include those hu r STILL stuck being 17 .. muhhahaha *.. u shld know wat i mean bah hor ? kkz hahaz .. feel damn shuang now .. alot better den before i wrote dis .. keke :P